The past 2 weeks had been a hell of an experience for me. All the feelings i could onli imagine all suddenly become reality. From stunned to sadness, from anger to disappointment, from wanting to salvage the relationship to enlightenment. The first ever rollercoaster ride of feelings for me. Hmm, i wouldnt say it was a good experience, but like uncle said, maybe it's not so bad after all??

As mentioned above, after "enlightment", decided to really let go. Under going Adjustments(i think that wat's she calls it) to my life too. Used to spend thursday/fridays or actually any day with her when we're both free. Now gotta go back to single lifez, back when weekends were spent with uncle and bro, friends, walking the reservoirs/parks?

And my thailand trip is like just round the corner?? Flying off 9th july to phuket then 13th domestic flying to Bangkok then 17th back to Singapore. But it seems like i still have quite a bit of personal admin which i have yet to settle. Things like, packing, changing Thai Baht, Making new spectacles, re-dye hair. Wah there's so many things to be done. That being said, i really cant wait to go but it seems like our itinery is kinda packed too seriously. From snorkelling to banana boat, chilling out to clubbing to go karting sounds so a whole load of fun. Left out something, bungee jumping??!! I dun think i will do it. I thought 10 storeys was alrdy damn high but the bungee is 20 Storeys high??!! No way man. Life is not over yet ya. Dun do this kind of thing. =) (I rather take a corner at high speed at the go kart).

Oh yea and i decided to continue blogging after reading her archives and mine. I start to feel from blogging itself it's amazing to see how we, ourselves, were last time. It's like looking back at ourselves as we our life progresses, how we used to think abt things differently even the words/language we use. It will bring back memories which is precisely the point of blogging. Something which i had forgotten after a while =).