(The following entry is going to be written in my supposedly best english =D)
I guess no one can understand this sentence better than seng now at this point of time..

Few days back, met up with chris during our school's campus concert. He mentioned seng's blog entry being super emo and everything. Of course prior to all these, we knew all abt seng's plight.

Looking at him like that, as his friend, i feel for him. Seriously. But I wanna say in short, these situations are actually the best to test how strong exactly one's relationship really is. Of course for spectators on the side line like me, we want to see how things eventually turn out. But for the person undergoing the test, it is 1000X agony. Which leads me to talk about my title that good things require patience.

To Seng: No worries k. . If u two do get together, really constantly remind yourself how fortunate you two are to be together. Cos complecency is man's greatest enemy. =D (WAH SO SERIOUS LEH!! La teh soon k jia you wor..)

It's about time to do an update for my 21st birthday celebration yea..Basically the celebration itself has 3 parts..I refer to them as the "pre-celebration", the "climax", the "cooldown"
so if i update i must have like 3 separate entries or just one very long entry..Oh well we shall see along the way yea..=)

So to start off, on 3rd October nite, basically i had my JC classmates stay over at my house. Evening time, went to fetch the girls from Jurong mrt. Then brought them over to my house first as the guys were late. The most coincidental thing was when we reached my house, we went into the lift together with the canadian pizza delivery man who had our dinner..=)..then we had dinner where the guys arrive slowly one by one..once the dinner was done, it's was PARTY time!!..All went into my mum's supposedly karaoke room..where i prepared everything for them..From alcohol to poker cards, potato chips to dices, mattresses to GUESSING GAMES..CONFIRM MUST DRINK was the theme for the night..actually no la..that one is i myself say one..We played dices for a start then WE realised dices alone wasnt fun enough so I went to BREW some drinks..=) we had a blend of smirnoff plus coke to begin..followed by Bombay sapphire dry gin + coke + sprite +marinda orange in different mixtures of cos..wat kind of weird taste would it become if we were to mix all of them..so i didnt..Half way..we went to cut cake..partially cos mum was getting a little tired + I dun wanna cut too late too..it was like alrdy 11.20 when we cut the cake..And just nice..When we were done with the birthday song, my bro returned..But they didnt sing again although there were suggestions for my bro to sing solo for me..haha..i wouldnt mind =)..

So we had the cake..2 CAKES..=) YES i cut 2 birthday cakes..i was thinking ppl seldom cut two right?? so yep memorable..then we went back into the room again..play drink play drink listen to some new jay chou songs..then we went outside to the living room..That was like 1am+?? apparently..the guys were hungry..so we started eating leftover pizzas..hah..OH YA i didnt mention in total i had a total of 6 canadian pizzas yea..Still fear we couldnt finish..of course we had leftovers..After eating, we went back into the room again..leaving chris and seng outside in the living room playing winning eleven..in the room we took pictures set up our sleeping areas etc..everyone thought it was the end of the party..BUT NO..just when we were in position and lights off alrdy, chris and seng returned after winning eleven..WOKE ALL OF US UP..wah..i was like half seh alrdy..RELUCTANTLY got up and went to brew some more drinks..end up everyone resumed drinking games..half drunkz..=) We play the Chicken game..the ultimate concentration game wahah..in the end Samuel drank the most..all losing concentration slowly..after we finish like two extra serving of chivas + coke that's the end for the night alrdy..red and feeling hot but many thanks to the air con too which cancelled out the heat for a good night's sleep..for like 1-2 hrs? then woke up at like 6+ am had chat with chris after which one by one the guys starting waking up and joining us in the living room for chat..

then 8.30am we woke everyone up for breakfast cos the guys didnt wan to hang ard too long..so we went downstairs for some breakfast after which the guys went home..leaving sam behind cos he driving Off peak car..have to wait until 3pm..so he hung ard my house after breakfast..I had a 45min nap/rest before getting up and packing/cleaning up the room..If not mum may just start screaming..haha..but since she's not at home, i guess it alright for a while..I went out again at like 1.30pm leaving sam in my house playing dota with my bro..=) thnks bro for helping me entertain my fren..

That's the end of pre-celebration..and oh ya..the most candid thing that happen that night was i explained to my mum in front of all my frens that there was a different between adultery and adulthood..cos she said to me " welcome to adultery son" o_O wahaha..

Now is 6am, I came home around 1.30am, woke up like 5.40am for a bath, still feeling the alcohol in me...Seriously..

Todae was weichun's 21st celebration with me, seng, chris, joel and ting. They went to Azabu Sabo for dinner first after which I brought them to lunar bar at The cannery, clarke quay since ting failed to go there for Gary Cao Ge's performance last weekend? Personally, i liked the place for it had live band and dices for us to play games with.

So the night began as we entered the pub at like 8.30pm. For a start we got ourselves 2 jugs of housepours, since it was happy hour there was one for one. Then we started the drinking game with dices. The guys were more active in this case, we just played as chun and ting were a little reluctant to drink. After a while, or after some pestering, they finally decided to play with us..=) As me and ting were playing, i realise joel was alrdy kinda gone, I suppose he drank too fast during the first round of dice game. I proceeded to challenge everyone with the "lobster-shit" game..Highly popular amongst us after i intro them to the game, simple and fast paced, this game will make u feel the lag after a while as one keep drinking after losing..=)..I kinda made everyone drink with this game..But after a while, i myself lost..I mean who doesnt lose..So i started drinking. Towards the end, I realise i drank quite a bit, we were playing half cup of housepour as we rushed to finish the drinks as joel and seng were alrdy outside the pub with joel soon-to-be-gone..haha..No worries man joel it's ok de..Drank too fast la serious..I think i personally took in like 1/2 to 3/4 jug as we rushed to finish..Resulting in me being seh..But being high and not vomitting was wat i wanted to achieve most of the time..So yep didnt vomit..=)..

So joel seng and chris went back in a cab after we walked several rounds at clarke quay to wake ourselves up..Me ting and chun in another as we were west side people..And yes..I hope i didnt scare u 2 ting and chun..I faintly remember telling ting in the cab, well we could have just chosen not to drink anything and just sat there listening to the music, but we didnt..cos that wouldnt have been fun..it's chun's 21st leh..Someone gotta initiate the games..=)..So dun blame me for getting high and all..Oh well..Last but not least happy birthday chun..I'm sure u have never been so high..I dun even think u drank like this b4..But yea..it's good to get high once in a while like i always say..=)..We will take care of u all de..But i think u 2 were taking care of me just now in the cab haha..SI..No more image liao me..That's it la..

Still feeling the alcohol, gonna sleep liao..Next week my b'dae How?? we shall see..haha..

Troublesome, suay and careless is wat i can say..Was out with Cyrus, my orientation group for CAC FOC, at sentosa yesterday. Everything went well as we played volleyball, frisbee and water. As the weather was not good, we decided to shift our belongings into sapphire pavilion. We kept our play area close to our bags so as to keep it in view. But as we played we shifted further down till our bags went out of view. And yep u've guessed it, 2 of our bags went missing out of our whole group, mine and Jazreel's.

I almost went home half naked, it felt like i got robbed. The clothes which i brought in the bag were gone as well. Felt weird as i havent lost things which were significant of value since primary sch? After leaving sentosa, cold and hungry, we went to file a police report. By the time we were done with the report, it was alrdy 8pm+. Sent Jaz back home as promised to her BF =). Went for dinner with uncle and bro. Uncle appeared calm, just niam a bit which were reasonable since i lost his valuable car keys. Trust me when i say valuable, it's really valuable. It was not the main scolding of the day. The main scolding came from dear mum. Still remember my bro telling me to brace myself before i entered my house..=) really candid. Mum really gave me one times good scolding. But yea, i took it and it should get better as the days pass. So now i'm gonna go back to the handphone which accompanied my thru NS. I currently do not have a wallet. My keys are really simple now.

Now, there is really a whole load of stuff waiting for me to do. Getting replacement for each card itself will take some time off my schedule not to mention each card has a "REPLACEMENT COST". Wat an expensive lesson which i'll definitely be remembering for a while. And yep guys really do take care of ur stuff when u're outside. Dun go and learn this lesson the hard way like i did..Well..Life goes on..=)

It's been a while since i returned from Thailand alrdy i know..But since i got time to spare..It's time to leave some memory trails here and there ya..=)

Overall we spent 4 days in phuket and 4 days in bangkok. A really complete yet budget holiday i would say with sight seeing and shopping. Actually it didnt really began as a budget holiday heh read on to find out more.

So we started in phuket on 9 july. Check in to our hotel, Patong Villa, after we touch down at abt 2.45pm. Put down our stuff in hotel and went straight out to explore..=)..Went to get dinner then check out the nightlife of phuket. Our hotel was just a walk down to the street of nightlife in phuket, Blanga Road. Drinks were definitely more expensive than wat u could have gotten from 7-eleven. Of course we are talking abt a different experience here. U had ladies playing games with u and R&B songs playing loud in the background wat more could we ask for right, seng?? So that was first night.

Day2
We went to Phi-phi Island on this day. It was a full day trip starting from 8am to 4.30pm. It was a really fulfilling trip. We got to see some movie-like scenery and snorkel. Some funny things happen when we were on board the speedboat..right Chris..?? Chris here actually got sea sick, which was totally unexpected heh..=). There was a particular place which i did like to mention, Khai Islands. Wat's the interesting thing abt this place was that there were fishes very near to the shoreline. Imagine urself sitting near the shore first and picture fishes all ard u. That's wat i''m talking abt. Things get even more fun when u feed the fishes =).

Day3
We went to rent bikes and went exploring the south of Phuket Island. Seng pillioned chris and I went solo. Had tried riding previously in Malaysia so had a bit of exp ba. Plus the bikes were fully automatic so it was really easy. We went to Karon view point where we got to see some of the beaches high up. Then to a temple had some cheap lunch after which we went to Phromthape Cape, a really well known spot for viewing sunset. Even the locals themselves loved going there. As we returned to our hotel after dinner, we were stopped cos of a police roadblock. Riding without license saw us losing 300baht as fine. The most sian part was that my fren seng had license but did not bring out. That itself made he even more sian..oh well..RELAC=)

Day4
Todae was bike trip north, we made our way to a "waterfall" onli to find out that the waterfall was so damn small fitting onli 2 ppl before becoming fully occupied. o_O and i havent mentioned the part where we paid 200baht each to go into the Park where the waterfall was located. So we were like SIAN..So we travelled ard again stopping here and there for drinks, etc. Then we went back to Phromthape cape again cos when we went yesterday, we were kinda late. So we decided to go there once again. We went earlier this time, we walked down the high ground, closer to the edge where surprisely, the view was even better. We could see the horizon, coupled with the sea breeze wah..wat more could we ask for..=).

Day5(13 july)
Woke up earlier on this day to have some fun on Patong Beach. At first we were a little reluctant to go into the water but once we got wet, we didnt care anymore. =) We tried to take pictures of mid air jumps but it was just hard to catch the shutter speed esp for chris and seng who just cant seem to get the shutter speed right =). So after the beach fun, we went to return our bikes and check out before making our way to the airport for our domestic flight to bangkok..=) Touchdown, Went to Khao san road. Khao san road at night was like a mini blanga road. There were less night spots but more stalls selling items. And there were lots of road side stalls which sold cheap alcoholic drinks which came in buckets..yes buckets..=) So we bought ourselves a bucket and went to get some snacks to accompany the drinks.

Day6
Morning was just some last min exploration/shopping. Then we went to check in at Baiyoke Boutique. It is really a good hotel, though a little more ex compare to the hotel we had in khaosan but like wat they always say, the more u pay the better u get. BAngkok was all abt shopping shopping and shopping so we began. Going to MBK, there were an abundance of shops selling apparel/accessories. That was when i told chris and seng that in thailand u arent afraid u got no clothes to wear or no food to eat. U only fear u have no money. Which is really true given everything was relatively cheap to us. Night time we went suan lom for night shopping.

Day7
We started with platinum SC then to Pratunam center which was like ulu. Night time we went to suan lom again cos seng had to change the pants he bought. He said his thighs felt like bursting when he wore the pants.

Day8
Went back to MBK cos we had some final shopping to do. Things like seng's converse shoes, hoodies and specs were all there. So eventually he bought everything in his to buy list and i got myself a new jacket..=) next time can use when i go iceskating or when i'm just cold in the lecture room..Night time went to floating market. It was our last night there so our budget was really tight. Suddenly there were like so many things to buy but our resources were limited..=)

Day9(17 July)
We went walking ard our hotel area as there were many shops selling clothes as well but previously we didnt have time to explore..=)..so after exploring we went to Baiyoke sky hotel for buffet on the 76th floor. First time went to such a high floor + Buffet lo =) really worth it..But ate a little too full. When we went to the 84th story, the observatory deck, I was kinda quiet as i didnt really feel like speaking cos i ate too full..But the video chris took of us was really candid man..=) Went back to singapore arrived 10pm after half an hour of delay.

Thoughts
Our boys overseas trip shall be remembered and watever lame or fun things we did shall not be forgotten. And i really love our candid videos la..damn funny la just looking back at wat we all said at that point of time..=)..It's really a trip that worthy of our time and money isnt it..=)
Friends forever ya chris and seng..

The past 2 weeks had been a hell of an experience for me. All the feelings i could onli imagine all suddenly become reality. From stunned to sadness, from anger to disappointment, from wanting to salvage the relationship to enlightenment. The first ever rollercoaster ride of feelings for me. Hmm, i wouldnt say it was a good experience, but like uncle said, maybe it's not so bad after all??

As mentioned above, after "enlightment", decided to really let go. Under going Adjustments(i think that wat's she calls it) to my life too. Used to spend thursday/fridays or actually any day with her when we're both free. Now gotta go back to single lifez, back when weekends were spent with uncle and bro, friends, walking the reservoirs/parks?

And my thailand trip is like just round the corner?? Flying off 9th july to phuket then 13th domestic flying to Bangkok then 17th back to Singapore. But it seems like i still have quite a bit of personal admin which i have yet to settle. Things like, packing, changing Thai Baht, Making new spectacles, re-dye hair. Wah there's so many things to be done. That being said, i really cant wait to go but it seems like our itinery is kinda packed too seriously. From snorkelling to banana boat, chilling out to clubbing to go karting sounds so a whole load of fun. Left out something, bungee jumping??!! I dun think i will do it. I thought 10 storeys was alrdy damn high but the bungee is 20 Storeys high??!! No way man. Life is not over yet ya. Dun do this kind of thing. =) (I rather take a corner at high speed at the go kart).

Oh yea and i decided to continue blogging after reading her archives and mine. I start to feel from blogging itself it's amazing to see how we, ourselves, were last time. It's like looking back at ourselves as we our life progresses, how we used to think abt things differently even the words/language we use. It will bring back memories which is precisely the point of blogging. Something which i had forgotten after a while =).

Haiz, I feel so sore now. I know i shouldnt be acting like this since we're alrdy considered broken up. But I really have to admit, I still care abt her. I think abt her, wonder how she is doing, missing her morning sms every morning. The more i think abt it, the more sore i become. Perhaps it has got to do with feeling disappointed ba. How could we have fallen so easily..But like i said, i still think of her. I guess it's normal cos we've been together for 1 yr and 2 months, shared good times and some bad times. But this is one of the really bad times lo, and i feel alone though there are friends ard. Maybe thinking abt how she's enjoying her life now will make me feel better??

From how it looks now, it seems like it will be very difficult for me to actually do wat i mentioned in my previous entry. It's just hardz...

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